I want to know why.

Why did you do what you did? What did I do to deserve all these?

there were times when I thought, life is too short, so why bother?

...why bother thinking about people who don't think about you?
...why bother trying to help others when others don't help you?
...why bother going through shit when others don't give shit about you?
...why bother wondering why things don't happen the way you want them to?
...why bother feeling all brokenhearted when the person who breaks your heart don't feel sorry for doing so?

there were times when I thought, life is too short, that's why you have to say what's on your mind.

there were times when I thought, life is too short, love as much as you can. and there were times when I thought, because life is too short, so don't give shit about those who don't love you back.

there were times when I thought, life is too short, give, forgive, forget. there were times when I thought, because life is too short, I should be selfish.

there were times when I thought, life is too short, why should I work so hard and yet get paid like shit. there were times when I thought, because life is too short, you should do something to make yourself proud, not so much others.

there were times when I thought, I don't want to miss you anymore. because life is too short, so why bother missing someone who will never miss you back?

Today, I lost one of the very few people who means a lot to me.

It hurt so much that I wished today was just a bad dream.

Life's too short. Life's just too short.

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Thank you, for every single thing. You'll be missed, terribly. Please do look after me, from wherever you are.


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i grew up wanting to become one of Victoria Secret's angels however genetics made that life goal impossible. therefore i resorted to medicine, boys and blogging. and stilettos and traveling.

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